The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 02, No. 09, July, 1858 by Various
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"Then Letty must stay here and bide her time. You believe in a special
Providence, Sarah, don't you?" "Yes, of course I do." "Then cannot you leave her to that care? Circumstances do not work for you. Perhaps it is best that she should marry him, suffer, live, love, and be refined by fire." My heart sunk at the prospect of these possibilities. Josephine put her arm round me. "Sally," said she, in her softest tone, "I grieved you, dear, this afternoon. I did not mean to. I grieved myself most. Please forgive me!" "I haven't anything to forgive, Jo," said I. "What you said to me was true, painfully true,--and, being so, for a moment pained me. I should have been much happier to be married, I know; but now I daren't think of it. I have lost a great deal. I have "--'lost _my_ place, _My_ sweet, safe corner by the household fire, Behind the heads of children'; "and yet I do not know that I have not gained a little. It is something, Jo, to know that I am not in the power of a bad, or even an ill-tempered man. I can sit by my fire and know that no one will come home to fret at me,--that I shall encounter no cold looks, no sneers, no bursts of anger, no snarl of stinginess, no contempt of my opinion and advice. I know that now men treat me with respect and attention, such as their wives rarely, if ever, receive from them. Sensitive and fastidious as I am, I do not |
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