The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 03, No. 15, January, 1859 by Various
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presently, glancing at the brilliant windows.
"Yes, we have a number of friends staying with us. Will you go in and see them? There are several whom you know." "Thank you,--not to-night; I am not in the mood. And I have a good deal to say to you, Juanita, that deeply concerns us both." "Very well," I replied; "you had better tell me at once." We walked on to the old garden-chair, and sat down as we had done that memorable night. We were both silent,--I from disappointment and apprehension. He, I suppose, was collecting himself for what he had to say. "Juanita," he spoke at last, taking my hand in his, "I do not know how you will receive what I am about to tell you. But this I wish you to promise me: that you will believe I speak for our best happiness, --yours as well as mine." "Go on," was all my reply. "A year ago," he continued, "we sat here as we do now, and, spite of doubts and misgivings and a broken resolution, I was happier than I shall ever be again. I had loved you from the first moment I saw you, with a passion such as I shall never feel for any other woman. But I knew that we were both poor; I knew that marriage in our circumstances could only be disastrous. It would wear out your youth in servile cares; it would cripple my energies; it might even, after a time, change our love to disgust and aversion. And so, though I believed |
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