The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 03, No. 15, January, 1859 by Various
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saw through all that clearly enough; I knew he loved me a hundred-fold
more passionately than in our earlier days; and the knowledge was to me as a cool draught to one who is perishing of thirst. I did all in my power to enhance his love; I sang bewildering melodies to him; I talked to him of the things he liked, and that roused his fine intellect to the exercise of its powers. I rode with him, danced with him; nor did I omit to let him see the admiration with which others of his sex regarded me. I was well aware that a man values no jewel so highly as that which in a brilliant setting calls forth the plaudits of the crowd. I talked to him often of his prospects and hopes; his ambition, all selfish as it was, fascinated me by its pride and daring. "Ah, William!" I sometimes thought, "you made a deadly mistake when you cast me off! You will never find another who can so enter, heart and soul, into all your brilliant projects!" He came to me, one morning, rather earlier than his wont. I was reading, but laid aside my book to greet him. "What have you there, Juanita? Some young-ladyish romance, I suppose." "Not at all,--it is a very rational work; though I presume you will laugh at it, because it contains a little sentiment,--you are grown so hard and cold, of late." "Do you think so?" he asked, with a look that belied the charge. He took up the volume, and, glancing through it, read now and then a sentence. "What say you to this, Juanita? 'If we are still able to love one who |
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