The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 03, No. 15, January, 1859 by Various
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so warmly with the rich heiress, when he knows she is pledged to
another?" "You have said enough, Juanita," he replied, with concentrated passion. "This is too much to bear, even from you, from whom I have already endured so much. You _know_ you do not believe it." "I _do_ believe it," was my firm reply. It was false, but what did I care? It served my purpose. "I might bid you remember," he said, "how I urged you to be mine when my prospects had grown brighter, and you were poor as before. I might appeal to the manner in which my suit has been urged for years, as a proof of my innocence of this charge that you have brought against me. But I disdain to plead my cause with so unwomanly a heart,--that measures the baseness of others by what it knows of its own." He went, and for a time I was left in doubt whether my victory had been really achieved. Then I thought it all over, and was reassured. He could not simulate those looks and tones,--no, nor that tumult of feeling which had made his heart throb so wildly beneath my hand. He loved me,--that was certain; and no matter how great his anger or his indignation, my refusal must have cut him to the soul. And the charge I had made would rankle, too. These thoughts were my comfort when John told me, with grief and surprise, that his brother had joined the Arctic expedition under Dr. Kane. I knew it was for no light cause he would forsake the career just opening so brightly before him. John and I were married in December, as had been our intention. We led a quiet, but to him a happy, life. He often wondered at my content with |
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