Mary Marie by Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman) Porter
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page 220 of 253 (86%)
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And so it's not surprising, perhaps, that Mary Marie's manuscript still lay forgotten in the little old trunk after it was taken up to the attic. Mary Marie was happy. And it _was_ happy--that girlhood of mine, after we came back to Andersonville. I can see now, as I look back at it, that Father and Mother were doing everything in their power to blot out of my memory those unhappy years of my childhood. For that matter, they were also doing everything in their power to blot out of their _own_ memories those same unhappy years. To me, as I look back at it, it seems that they must have succeeded wonderfully. They were very happy, I believe--Father and Mother. Oh, it was not always easy--even I could see that. It took a lot of adjusting--a lot of rubbing off of square corners to keep the daily life running smoothly. But when two persons are determined that it shall run smoothly--when each is steadfastly looking to the _other's_ happiness, not at his own--why, things just can't help smoothing out then. But it takes them both. One can't do it alone. Now, if Jerry would only-- But it isn't time to speak of Jerry yet. I'll go back to my girlhood. It was a trying period--it must have been--for Father and Mother, in spite of their great love for me, and their efforts to create for me a happiness that would erase the past from my mind. I realize it now. For, after all, I was just a girl--a young girl, like other girls; |
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