Mary Marie by Eleanor H. (Eleanor Hodgman) Porter
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She said how she knew it could never be--on account of Eunice. That I would never subject my little girl to the sort of wretchedly divided life that I had had to live when I was a child. (As she spoke I was suddenly back in the cobwebby attic with little Mary Marie's diary, and I thought--what if it _were_ Eunice--writing that!) She said I was the most devoted mother she had ever known; that I was _too_ devoted, she feared sometimes, for I made Eunice _all_ my world, to the exclusion of Jerry and everything and everybody else. But that she was very sure, because I _was_ so devoted, and loved Eunice so dearly, that I would never deprive her of a father's love and care. I shivered a little, and looked quickly into Mother's face. But she was not looking at me. I was thinking of how Jerry had kissed and kissed Eunice a month ago, when we came away, as if he just couldn't let her go. Jerry _is_ fond of Eunice, now that she's old enough to know something, and Eunice adores her father. I knew that part was going to be hard. And now to have Mother put it like that-- I began to talk then of Jerry. I just felt that I'd got to say something. That Mother must listen. That she didn't understand. I told her how Jerry loved lights and music and dancing, and crowds bowing down and worshiping him all the time. And she said yes, she remembered; that _he'd been that way when I married him_. She spoke so sort of queerly that again I glanced at her; but she still was looking down at the hem she was turning. |
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