The Nine-Tenths by James Oppenheim
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with fifty or sixty children? The class was at least three times too big
for real teaching, and so almost inevitably a large part of the work became routine--a grind that spoiled her temper and embittered her heart. Her fellow-teachers were an ignorant lot; the principal himself she thought the biggest lump of stupidity she had ever met--a man demanding letter-perfection and caring not one rap for the growth of children. Her week-ends were her only relief, and she used these partly for resting and partly in going to theater and concert. Such for ten years--with summers spent at home--was Myra's life. It was bounded by a few familiar streets; it was largely routine; it was hard and bitter; and it had no future. It was anything but what she had dreamed. New York was anything but what she had dreamed. She never saw again that Vision of the City; never felt again that throb of life, that sense of pioneering and of human power. And yet in those years Myra had developed. She was thrown back on books for friendship, and through these and through hard work and through very routine she developed personality--grew sensitive, mentally quick, metropolitan. She had, as it were, her own personal _flavor_--one felt in her presence a difference, a uniqueness quite precious and exquisite. And then one day she had gone to the printery and met a man, who was homely, rough, simple, and, in spite of her revulsion from these qualities, was immensely drawn to him. Something deeper than the veneer of her culture overpowered her. She had almost forgotten sex in the aridity of those ten years; she had almost become a dried old maid; but now by the new color in her cheeks, the sparkle in her eyes, the fresh rapidity of her blood, and through the wonder of the world having become more _light_, as if there were two suns in the sky instead of one--yes, through the fact that she lived now at ten human-power instead of |
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