The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 08, No. 49, November, 1861 by Various
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But the wondrous Beautiful comes to us entirely from outside; our very
contemplation of it does not belong to us; we are overpowered and conquered by the vast idea that broods over us. And so that contemplation is pure happiness." Haguna laughed a little, and a little wondered what he meant; then observed, lightly,-- "You must value yourself very modestly, to consider your greatest happiness to consist in losing your self-consciousness,--unless, indeed, like Polycrates, you hope to insure future prosperity by sacrificing your most valuable possession." "If so, I, like Polycrates, am the gainer by my own precaution; for, in your presence, dear lady, do I first truly find my right consciousness." She clapped her hands gleefully, wilfully misunderstanding his meaning. "Most complimentary of monarchs! So I am the haggard old fisherman who replaced the lost bawble in the royal treasury! Pray, Sire, remember the pension with which I should be rewarded!" And she bowed low, in mock courtesy to her companion. "Nay," rejoined Anthrops, vexed that his earnest compliment should be so mishandled,--"blame your own perversity for such an interpretation. At your side I forget that I live for any other purpose than to look at you, and lavish my whole soul in an intensity of gazing; and then the presumptuous thought, that you like to have me near you, nay, are sometimes even pleased to talk to me, gives my poor self a value in my own eyes, for the kindness you show me." |
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