The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 09, No. 54, April, 1862 by Various
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Lamar did not smile. It was womanish in the man, when the life of great nations hung in doubt before them, to go back so constantly to little Floy sitting in the lap of her old black maumer. But he did it,--with the quick thought that to-night he must escape, that death lay in delay. While Dorr talked, Lamar glanced significantly at Ben. The negro was not slow to understand,--with a broad grin, touching his pocket, from which projected the dull end of a hand-saw. I wonder what sudden pain made the negro rise just then, and come close to his master, touching him with a strange affection and remorse in his tired face, as though he had done him some deadly wrong. "What is it, old fellow?" said Lamar, in his boyish way. "Homesick, eh? There's a little girl in Georgia that will be glad to see you and your master, and take precious good care of us when she gets us safe again. That's true, Ben!" laying his hand kindly on the man's shoulder, while his eyes went wandering off to the hills lying South. "Yes, Mars'," said Ben, in a low voice, suddenly bringing a blacking-brush, and beginning to polish his master's shoes,--thinking, while he did it, of how often Mars' John had interfered with the overseers to save him from a flogging,--(Lamar, in his lazy way, was kind to his slaves,)--thinking of little Mist' Floy with an odd tenderness and awe, as a gorilla might of a white dove: trying to think thus,--the simple, kindly nature of the negro struggling madly with something beneath, new and horrible. He understood enough of the talk of the white men to know that there was no help for him,--none. Always a slave. Neither you nor I can ever know what those words meant to him. The pale purple mist where the North lay was never to be passed. His |
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