Paul Faber, Surgeon by George MacDonald
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yet come to know any thing about herself--to perceive either fact or
mystery of her own nature? If she is a stranger to herself, she cannot reveal herself--at least of her own will--to those about her. She is just what I was, Thomas, before I knew you--a dull, sleepy-hearted thing that sat on her dignity. Be sure she has not an idea of the divine truth you have taught me to see underlying creation itself--namely, that every thing possessed owes its very value as possession to the power which that possession gives of parting with it." "You are a pupil worth having, Helen!--even if I had had to mourn all my days that you would not love me." "And now you have said your mind about Juliet," Helen went on, "allow me to say that I trust her more than I do Faber. I do not for a moment imagine him consciously dishonest, but he makes too much show of his honesty for me. I can not help feeling that he is selfish--and can a selfish man be honest?" "Not thoroughly. I know that only too well, for I at all events am selfish, Helen." "I don't see it; but if you are, you know it, and hate it, and strive against it. I do not think he knows it, even when he says that every body is selfish. Only, what better way to get rid of it than to love and marry?" "Or to confirm it," said Wingfold thoughtfully. "I shouldn't wonder a bit if they're married already!" said Helen. |
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