Paul Faber, Surgeon by George MacDonald
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"I dare not speak the answer that rises to my lips," said Wingfold. "But
there is more truth in what you say than you think, and more of essential lie also. My answer is, that the faith of Jesus in His God and Father is, even now, saving me, setting me free from my one horror, selfishness; making my life an unspeakable boon to me, letting me know its roots in the eternal and perfect; giving me such love to my fellow, that I trust at last to love him as Christ has loved me. But I do not expect you to understand me. He in whom I believe said that a man must be born again to enter into the kingdom of Heaven." The doctor laughed. "You then _are_ one of the double-born, Wingfold?" he said. "I believe, I think, I hope so," replied the curate, very gravely. "And you, Mr. Bevis?" "I don't know. I wish. I doubt," answered the rector, with equal solemnity. "Oh, never fear!" said Faber, with a quiet smile, and rising, left the clergymen together. But what a morning it was that came up after the storm! All night the lightning had been flashing itself into peace, and gliding further and further away. Bellowing and growling the thunder had crept with it; but long after it could no more be heard, the lightning kept gleaming up, as if from a sea of flame behind the horizon. The sun brought a glorious day, and looked larger and mightier than before. To Helen, as she gazed |
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