Paul Faber, Surgeon by George MacDonald
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"I can hear any thing from you, my child," he answered. "Then I will try. But I do not think I shall ever quite know my father on earth, or be quite able to open my heart to him, until I have found my Father in Heaven." "Ah, my child! is it so with you? Do you fear you have not yet given yourself to the Saviour? Give yourself now. His arms are ever open to receive you." "That is hardly the point, father.--Will you let me ask you any question I please?" "Assuredly, my child." He always spoke, though quite unconsciously, with a little of the _ex-cathedral_ tone. "Then tell me, father, are you just as sure of God as you are of me standing here before you?" She had stopped and turned, and stood looking him full in the face with wide, troubled eyes. Mr. Drake was silent. Hateful is the professional, contemptible is the love of display, but in his case they floated only as vapors in the air of a genuine soul. He was a true man, and as he could not say _yes_, neither would he hide his _no_ in a multitude of words--at least to his own daughter: he was not so sure of God as he was of that daughter, with those eyes looking straight into his! Could it be that he never had believed in God at all? The thought went through him with a great pang. It was as if the moon grew dark above him, and the earth withered under |
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