The House of Dust; a symphony by Conrad Potter Aiken
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page 55 of 106 (51%)
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Tarantula, perhaps, a hideous thing,--
It crossed the room in one tremendous leap. Here,--as I coil the stems between two leaves,-- It is as if, dwindling to atomy size, I cried the secret between two universes . . . A friend of mine took hasheesh once, and said Just as he fell asleep he had a dream,-- Though with his eyes wide open,-- And felt, or saw, or knew himself a part Of marvelous slowly-wreathing intricate patterns, Plane upon plane, depth upon coiling depth, Amazing leaves, folding one on another, Voluted grasses, twists and curves and spirals-- All of it darkly moving . . . as for me, I need no hasheesh for it--it's too easy! Soon as I shut my eyes I set out walking In a monstrous jungle of monstrous pale pink roseleaves, Violets purple as death, dripping with water, And ivy-leaves as big as clouds above me. Here, in a simple pattern of separate violets-- With scalloped edges gilded--here you have me Thinking of something else. My wife, you know,-- There's something lacking--force, or will, or passion, I don't know what it is--and so, sometimes, When I am tired, or haven't slept three nights, Or it is cloudy, with low threat of rain, I get uneasy--just like poplar trees Ruffling their leaves--and I begin to think Of poor Pauline, so many years ago, |
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