The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 11, No. 67, May, 1863 by Various
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She stopped, her troubled face still upturned to his. "But you,--you are free now?" "He is dead." She slowly rose as she spoke, her voice hardening. "He was my cousin, you know,--the same name as mine. Only a year he was with me. Then he went to Cuba, where he died. He is dead. But I am not free,"--lifting her hands fiercely, as she spoke. "Nothing can wipe the stain of that year off of me." "You know what man he was," said the Doctor, with a natural thrill of pleasure that he could say it honestly. "I know, poor child! A vapid, cruel tyrant, weak, foul. You hated him, Grey? There's a strength of hatred in your blood. Answer me. You dare speak truth to me." "He's dead now,"--with a long, choking breath. "We will not speak of him." She stood a moment, looking down the stretch of curdling black water,--then, turning with a sudden gesture, as though she flung something from her, looked at him with a pitiful effort to smile. "I don't often think of that time. I cannot bear pain very well. I like to be happy. When I'm busy now, or playing with little Pen, I hardly believe I am the woman who was John Gurney's wife. I was so old then! I was like a hard, tigerish soul, tried and tempted day by day. He made me |
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