The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 11, No. 67, May, 1863 by Various
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a root. Do you know now why I am sharp, wary, suspicious, doubt if there
be a God? Grey," turning fiercely, "I am tired of this. God did make me. I want rest. I want love, peace, religion, in my life." She said nothing. She forgot herself, her timid shyness now, and looked into his eyes, a noble, helpful woman, sounding the depths of the turbid soul laid bare for her. He laid his big, ill-jointed hand on her knee. "I thought," he said.--great drops of sweat coming out on his sallow lips,--"God meant you to help me. There is my life, little girl. You may do what you will with it. It does not value much to me." And Grey, woman-like, gathered up the despised hand and life, and sobbed a little as she pressed them to her heart. An hour after, they went together up the old porch-steps, halting a moment where the grape-vines clustered thickest about the shingled wall. The house was silent; even the village slept in the moonlight: no sound of life in the great sweep of dusky hill and valley, save the wreaths of mist over the watercourses, foaming and drifting together silently: before morning they would stretch from base to base of the hills like a Dead Sea, ashy and motionless. They stood silent a moment, until the chirp of some robin, frightened by their steps in its nest overhead, had hummed drowsily down into sleep. "It is not good-night, but good-bye, that I must bid you, Grey," he said, stooping to see her face. "I know. But you will come again. God tells me that." |
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