Seven Men by Sir Max Beerbohm
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`It's what you said to me three years ago, when "Fungoids" was
published.' I flushed the more. I need not have done so at all, for `It's the only important thing I ever heard you say,' he continued. `And I've never forgotten it. It's a true thing. It's a horrible truth. But--d'you remember what I answered? I said "I don't care a sou for recognition." And you believed me. You've gone on believing I'm above that sort of thing. You're shallow. What should YOU know of the feelings of a man like me? You imagine that a great artist's faith in himself and in the verdict of posterity is enough to keep him happy.... You've never guessed at the bitterness and loneliness, the'--his voice broke; but presently he resumed, speaking with a force that I had never known in him. `Posterity! What use is it to ME? A dead man doesn't know that people are visiting his grave-- visiting his birthplace--putting up tablets to him--unveiling statues of him. A dead man can't read the books that are written about him. A hundred years hence! Think of it! If I could come back to life then--just for a few hours--and go to the reading-room, and READ! Or better still: if I could be projected, now, at this moment, into that future, into that reading-room, just for this one afternoon! I'd sell myself body and soul to the devil, for that! Think of the pages and pages in the catalogue: "SOAMES, ENOCH" endlessly--endless editions, commentaries, prolegomena, biographies'--but here he was interrupted by a sudden loud creak of the chair at the next table. Our neighbour had half risen from his place. He was leaning towards us, apologetically intrusive. `Excuse--permit me,' he said softly. `I have been unable not to hear. Might I take a liberty? In this little restaurant-sans- |
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