The Conqueror by Gertrude Franklin Horn Atherton
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court? to be _grande dame_ and converse with princes?"
"Oh, yes," said Rachael. "I want that as much as ever; but I want to love the man. I want to be happy." "Well, _do_ love him," exclaimed her mother with energy. "Your father was twenty years older than myself, and a Frenchman, but I made up my mind to love him, and I did--for a good many years." "You had to leave him in the end. Do you wish me to do the same?" "You will do nothing of the kind. There never was but one John Fawcett." "I don't love this Levine, and I never shall love him. I don't believe at all that that kind of feeling can be created by the brain, that it responds to nothing but the will. I shall not love that way. I may be ignorant, but I know that." "You have read too much Shakespeare! Doubtless you imagine yourself one of his heroines--Juliet? Rosalind?" "I have never imagined myself anybody but Rachael Fawcett. I _cannot_ imagine myself Rachael Levine. But I know something of myself--I have read and thought enough for that. I could love someone--but not this bleached repulsive Dane. Why will you not let me wait? It is my right. No, you need not curl your lip--I am _not_ a little girl. I may be sixteen. I may be without experience in the world, but you have been almost my only companion, and until just now I have talked with middle-aged men only, and much with them. I had no real childhood. You have educated my brain far beyond my years. To-day I feel twenty, and it |
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