Bebee by Ouida
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page 105 of 209 (50%)
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But the dahlias had no scent; and Bébée wondered if these women had any heart in them,--they looked all laughter, and glitter, and vanity. To the child, whose dreams of womanhood were evolved from the face of the Mary of the Assumption, of the Susannah of Mieris, and of that Angel in the blue coif whose face has a light as of the sun,--to her who had dreamed her way into vague perceptions of her own sex's maidenhood and maternity by help of those great pictures which had been before her sight from infancy, there was some taint, some artifice, some want, some harshness in these jewelled women; she could not have reasoned about it, but she felt it, as she felt that the grand dahlias missed a flower's divinity, being scentless. She was a little bit of wild thyme herself; hardy, fragrant, clean, tender, flowering by the wayside, full of honey, though only nourished on the turf and the stones, these gaudy, brilliant, ruby-bright, scarlet-mantled dahlias hurt her with a dim sense of pain and shame. Fasting, next day at sunrise she confessed to Father Francis:-- "I saw beautiful rich women, and I envied them; and I could not pray to Mary last night for thinking of them, for I hated them so much." But she did not say,-- "I hated them because they were with him." Out of the purest little soul, Love entering drives forth Candor. "That is not like you at all, Bébée," said the good old man, as she knelt |
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