The Inheritors by Ford Madox Ford;Joseph Conrad
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despair seemed to link him into one "we" with myself. I wanted to put
heart into him. I don't know why. He didn't look at me again. "Oh, _that_," he said dully, "I--I understand who you mean.... If I had known before I might have done something. But she came of a higher plane." He seemed to be talking to himself. The half-forgotten horror grew large; I remembered that she had said that Fox, like herself, was one of a race apart, that was to supersede us--Dimensionists. And, when I looked at him now, it was plain to me that he _was_ of a race different to my own, just as he had always seemed different from any other man. He had had a different tone in triumph; he was different now, in his despair. He went on: "I might have managed Gurnard alone, but I never thought of her coming. You see one does one's best, but, somehow, here one grows rather blind. I ought to have stuck to Gurnard, of course; never to have broken with him. We ought all to have kept together.--But I kept my end up as long as he was alone." He went on talking in an expressionless monotone, perhaps to himself, perhaps to me. I listened as one listens to unmeaning sounds--to that of a distant train at night. He was looking at the floor, his mouth moving mechanically. He sat perfectly square, one hand on either knee, his back bowed out, his head drooping forward. It was as if there were no more muscular force in the whole man--as if he were one of those ancient things one sees sunning themselves on benches by the walls of workhouses. "But," I said angrily, "it's not all over, you can make a fight for it still." |
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