The Inner Sisterhood - A Social Study in High Colors by George Douglass Sherley
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good does it do? I have maintained a high protective tariff; there is
nothing tangible which he can produce against me; there is never any thing which he can _say_ against me; and if I have been ordinarily skillful and cautious there is absolutely nothing for him to _think_, but "How good she has been to me; how delicately, tenderly, she has tried to avoid giving me pain!" At the start, my first season out, it was a hard policy to follow, and I would often spend a sleepless hour, after the man had said "good-night!" But those foolish old days have gone, and with them the early freshness of my youth, although the _appearance_ remains. I have seen so many men promptly revive beneath the showers of another woman's glance and of another woman's tender--perhaps like mine--unmeant words, mere platitudes, platitudes effectual, intangible. They are not sufficient proof in any court of conscience, law, or public opinion. They are the glorious privileges of a woman who is a Private Corporation, =Flirting for Revenue Only=. Robert Fairfield! There is a magic something in the very name itself. And the man! ah, after all, old things are best. My heart never knew a sensation--the quick, throbbing something which we call _love_--until I met him, when hardly more than a school-girl. It was my first winter! He was young, attractive, somewhat wild, and quite the _fashion_ that year, and in fact ever since. He is a dainty love-maker. He is ready with a hundred delicate little attentions unknown to most men, and highly gratifying to most women. But after all their influence is limited--at least with me. His actual presence is necessary. Mamma opposed the match--for we were engaged (never announced) at one time. |
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