Far to Seek - A Romance of England and India by Maud Diver
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Instinctively, she drew her own out of reach. A ghost of a shiver ran through her. "No--no. I don't ... I never have.... If I've misled you, I'm ever so sorry." "If you are sorry--_give me hope_," his voice, his eyes implored her. "You come so near--then you draw back; like offering a thirsty man a cup of water he must not drink. Give me only a little time--a little chance----" She shook her head. "Please believe me. I'm _not_ the wavering kind. I'm keen to go on being friends--because of Roy. But, truthfully, it's no use hoping for anything more--ever." Her patent sincerity, the sweet seriousness of her face, carried conviction. And conviction turned his ardour to bitterness. "Why no use--_ever_?" he flung out, maddened by her emphasis on the word. "I suppose--because I know my own mind." "No. Because--_I_ am Indian." His voice was changed and harsh. "We are all British subjects--oh yes--when convenient! But the door is opened only--so far. If we make bold to ask for the best, it is slammed in our faces." "Dyán Singh, if I have hurt you, it was quite unintentional. You know that. But now, _with_ intention, you are hurting me." Her dignity and gentleness, the justice of her reproof, smote him silent; and she went |
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