Joanna Godden by Sheila Kaye-Smith
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"I'll give him ten shillings," she said to herself--"I'll have given
the most." Mr. Pratt watched her. He found something stimulating in the sight of her broad back and shoulders, her large presence had invigorated him--somehow he felt self-confident, as he had not felt for years, and he began to talk, first about the harmonium, and then about himself--he was a widower with three pale little children, whom he dragged up somehow on an income of two hundred a year. Joanna was not listening. She was thinking to herself--"My cheque-book is in the drawer. If I wrote him a cheque, how grand it would look." Finally she opened the drawer and took the cheques out. After all, she could afford to be generous--she had nearly a hundred pounds in Lewes Old Bank, put aside without any scraping for future "improvements." How much could she spare? A guinea--that would look handsome, among all the miserable half-crowns.... Mr. Pratt had seen the cheque-book, and a stutter came into his speech-- "So good of you, Miss Godden ... to help me ... encouraging, you know ... been to so many places, a tiring afternoon ... feel rewarded." She suddenly felt her throat grow tight; the queer compassion had come back. She saw him trotting forlornly round from farm to farm, begging small sums from people much better off than himself, receiving denials or grudging gifts ... his boots were all over dust, she had noticed them on her carpet. Her face flushed, as she suddenly dashed her pen into the ink, wrote out the cheque in her careful, half-educated hand, and gave |
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