Joy in the Morning by Mary Raymond Shipman Andrews
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couldn't get along very well without you. I care a lot. But--I'm not
just sure it's--the way I ought to care to marry you." As alone in the packed car as in a wood, the little drama went on and no one noticed. "I'm sorry, Mary." The tone was dispirited. "I could go with a lot lighter heart if we belonged to each other." "Don't say that, Jim," she pleaded. "You make me out--a slacker. You don't want me to marry you as a duty?" "Good Lord, no!" "I know that. And I--do care. There's nobody like you. I admire you so for going--but you're not afraid of anything. It's easy for you, that part. I suppose a good many are really--afraid. Of the guns and the horror--all that. You're lucky, Jim. You don't give that a thought." The man flashed an odd look, and then regarded his hands joined on his knee. "I do appreciate your courage. I admire that a lot. But somehow Jim there's a doubt that holds me back. I can't be sure I--love you enough; that it's the right way--for that." The man sighed. "Yes," he said. "I see. Maybe some time. Heavens knows I wouldn't want you unless it was whole-hearted. I wouldn't risk your regretting it, not if I wanted you ten times more. Which is impossible." He put out his big hand with a swift touch on hers. "Maybe some time. Don't worry," he said. "I'm yours." And went on in a commonplace tone, "I think I'll show up at the recruiting office this afternoon, and I'll |
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