The Seeker by Harry Leon Wilson
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He lighted his pipe again, and as the match blazed up she saw the absent look still in his eyes. By it she realised how far away from her he was--realised it with a little sharp sense of desolation. He smoked a while before speaking. "Out there in the mountains, Nance, I thought about these things a long time--the years went before I knew it. At first I stayed with this healing chap, only after a while he started back to teach again and they found him dead. He believed he had a mission to save the world, and that he would live until he accomplished it. But there he was, dead for want of a little food. Then I stayed a long time alone--until I began to feel that I, too, had something for the world. It began to burn in my bones. I thought of him, dead and the world not caring that he hadn't saved it--not even knowing it was lost. But I kept thinking--a man can be so much more than himself when he is alone--and it seemed to me that I saw at least two things the world needed to know--two things that would teach men to stop being cowards and leaners." Her sympathy was quick and ardent. "Oh, Bernal," she said warmly, "you made me believe when you believed nothing--and now, when I need it above all other times, you make me believe again! And you've come back with a message! How glorious!" He smiled musingly. "I started with one, Nance--one that had grown in me all those years till it filled my life and made me put away everything. I didn't accept it at first. It found me rebellious--wanting to live on the earth. Then |
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