The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 04, No. 23, September, 1859 by Various
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cane, seemed to reflect deeply.
"Have you been at all conversant with the exercises of our young friend's mind on the subject of religion?" he asked. Mrs. Scudder did not at first reply. The remembrance of James's last letter flashed over her mind, and she felt the vibration of the frail child beside her, in whom every nerve was quivering. After a moment, she said,--"It does not become us to judge the spiritual state of any one. James's mind was in an unsettled way when he left; but who can say what wonders may have been effected by divine grace since then?" This conversation fell on the soul of Mary like the sound of clods falling on a coffin to the ear of one buried alive;--she heard it with a dull, smothering sense of suffocation. _That_ question to be raised?--and about one, too, for whom she could have given her own soul? At this moment she felt how idle is the mere hope or promise of personal salvation made to one who has passed beyond the life of self, and struck deep the roots of his existence in others. She did not utter a word;--how could she? A doubt,--the faintest shadow of a doubt,--in such a case, falls on the soul with the weight of mountain certainty; and in that short ride she felt what an infinite pain may be locked in one small, silent breast. The wagon drew up to the house of mourning. Cato stood at the gate, and came forward, officiously, to help them out. "Mass'r and Missis will be glad to see you," he said. "It's a drefful stroke has come upon 'em." Candace appeared at the door. There was a majesty of sorrow in her bearing, as she received them. She said not a word, but pointed with her |
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