The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 04, No. 23, September, 1859 by Various
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who is busy with the dry details of mere outline. The one mind was
arranged like a map, and the other like a picture. In all the system which had been explained to her, her mind selected points on which it seized with intense sympathy, which it dwelt upon and expanded till all else fell away. The sublimity of disinterested benevolence,--the harmony and order of a system tending in its final results to infinite happiness,--the goodness of God,--the love of a self-sacrificing Redeemer,--were all so many glorious pictures, which she revolved in her mind with small care for their logical relations. Mrs. Marvyn had never, in all the course of their intimacy, opened her mouth to Mary on the subject of religion. It was not an uncommon incident of those times for persons of great elevation and purity of character to be familiarly known and spoken of as living under a cloud of religious gloom; and it was simply regarded as one more mysterious instance of the workings of that infinite decree which denied to them the special illumination of the Spirit. When Mrs. Marvyn had drawn Mary with her into her room, she seemed like a person almost in frenzy. She shut and bolted the door, drew her to the foot of the bed, and, throwing her arms round her, rested her hot and throbbing forehead on her shoulder. She pressed her thin hand over her eyes, and then, suddenly drawing back, looked her in the face as one resolved to speak something long suppressed. Her soft brown eyes had a flash of despairing wildness in them, like that of a hunted animal turning in its death-struggle on its pursuer. "Mary," she said, "I can't help it,--don't mind what I say, but I must speak or die! Mary, I cannot, will not, be resigned!--it is all hard, unjust, cruel!--to all eternity I will say so! To me there is no |
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