The Egoist by George Meredith
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"No, Willoughby! The irreparable error was mine, the blame is mine,
mine only. I live to repent it. I do not seek, for I have not deserved, your pardon. Had I it, I should need my own self-esteem to presume to clasp it to a bosom ever unworthy of you." "I may have been impatient, Clara: we are human!" "Never be it mine to accuse one on whom I laid so heavy a weight of forbearance!" "Still, my old love!--for I am merely quoting history in naming you so--I cannot have been perfectly blameless." "To me you were, and are." "Clara!" "Willoughby!" "Must I recognize the bitter truth that we two, once nearly one! so nearly one! are eternally separated?" "I have envisaged it. My friend--I may call you friend; you have ever been my friend, my best friend! oh, that eyes had been mine to know the friend I had!--Willoughby, in the darkness of night, and during days that were as night to my soul, I have seen the inexorable finger pointing my solitary way through the wilderness from a Paradise forfeited by my most wilful, my wanton, sin. We have met. It is more than I have merited. We part. In mercy let it be for ever. Oh, terrible word! Coined by the passions of our youth, it comes to us for our sole |
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