Gordon Craig - Soldier of Fortune by Randall Parrish
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"But you endeavored to escape from me; you sought to compel my leaving
you?" She lifted her face again, flushing, saddened, slightly indignant, the brown eyes widening. "Perhaps the soul was not all dead," she returned gravely. "Perhaps womanhood was not all gone. I did not know you; I was in terror." "And now?" Our eyes met, her own cleared of tears, gazing frankly at me. "I am not afraid; I believe I have found a man, and a friend." I was conscious of a sudden wild throb of the heart, a swift rush of blood through my veins. "I might have doubted that myself a while ago," I acknowledged almost bitterly, "but now I am going to make good. Lord! how a fellow can run to seed when he lets himself go. Don't you know you are helping me, as much as I am you? You didn't find much out there--only a drunken discharged soldier, an ex-hobo, with a laborer's job. I 've wasted my chance in life, and been an infernal fool. I can see that plain enough, and despise myself for it. I knew it before you came--the difference was then I did n't care, while now I do. You have made me care. Yes, you have, girl," as she glanced up again, plainly startled by this unexpected avowal. "You care, and because I know you do, things are different. I mean it; this is no word play. I tell you when a man has been steadily dropping, in his own estimation, as well as the social scale; when he has |
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