The Place Beyond the Winds by Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa) Comstock
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to this one hour that has given us to each other. Are you happy?"
"It means--something more than that--this moment----" Priscilla spoke as if held by a dream. "You are--content?" "Yes. That is it. I am--content. I shall never ask for anything more, anything better. I have everything--the world and--and God, has to give." "My darling! Now let me tell you. Years ago I came here after a hard struggle for health. I had never had childhood or boyhood, in the real sense; but I was well at last! I saw that I was going to have a man's life, with all that that means, and for months the emotions and cravings, that generally go to the years of making a child and boy, had been crowding and pushing me to a sense of having been defrauded, and I meant to have my turn at last: my joy and pleasure. It seemed just and right to me that I should taste and revel in all that I had been deprived of. I had even been deprived of the longing, had not even had the glory of conquest. I had been such a meaningless creature, I thought I could afford even to be selfish. I shrank from being _different_--I had been forced to in the past--but I meant to make up for lost time and take my place among my fellows. "One morning, just such a morning as this, I found myself alone--here! Then I had it out with myself. More distinctly than anything had ever come to me before I realized that life meant one thing, and one thing only: the biggest fight or the meanest defeat! I knew that every passion that burned and flayed me was a warhorse that, if controlled, would carry me safely through the battle; if succumbed to, would trample me under its |
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