The Place Beyond the Winds by Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa) Comstock
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page 282 of 351 (80%)
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meant it. Priscilla, the letter I wrote to-day was to--_my_ man. He's as
splendid as yours. I told you once how I--I loved children. I had taken that love for granted until something happened. A friend of mine married--one of the girls my people thought was the kind for me to know. She didn't understand life any more than I did; she just took one of the men who wore the same label she did. Her child came--a year after; a horrible little creature--diseased; dreadful--can you understand?" "Yes"--Priscilla had turned toward the girl by her side--"yes, I know what you mean. I have been a nurse." "That was the first time things we should have known--were known by my friend and me!" Margaret's voice was low and hard. "She--she cursed him, her husband--and left him! It was terrible! I was frightened, more frightened than I had ever been. Everything seemed tottering around me. I thought--I must die; I dared trust nothing. Just then--some one told me--he loved me; and I--I had loved him. But I was more afraid of him than of any one in God's world. I thought I was going mad, and then--I went to Doctor Ledyard and told him all about it. I just threw my whole burden of doubt and ignorance upon him--he is such a _good_ man! Sometimes I weep when I think of him. He was father, friend, and physician, all in one. He understood. He told me to go away; he got you for me. He told me to play like a little girl, with only the real and beautiful things of life; to forget the worries, and he would make sure! "Priscilla, he has made sure! My love is safe. I can give myself to my love and let it have its way with me, and in the beautiful future, our future, his and mine, little children cannot--curse us by their suffering and deformity. |
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