Boyhood by Leo Nikoleyevich Tolstoy
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that we possessed. Things ought never to be otherwise. Yet, at this
moment, a thousand new thoughts with regard to their lonely position came crowding into my head, and I felt so remorseful at the notion that we were rich and they poor, that I coloured up and could not look Katenka in the face. "Yet what does it matter," I thought, "that we are well off and they are not? Why should that necessitate a separation? Why should we not share in common what we possess?" Yet, I had a feeling that I could not talk to Katenka on the subject, since a certain practical instinct, opposed to all logical reasoning, warned me that, right though she possibly was, I should do wrong to tell her so. "It is impossible that you should leave us. How could we ever live apart?" "Yet what else is there to be done? Certainly I do not WANT to do it; yet, if it HAS to be done, I know what my plan in life will be." "Yes, to become an actress! How absurd!" I exclaimed (for I knew that to enter that profession had always been her favourite dream). "Oh no. I only used to say that when I was a little girl." "Well, then? What?" "To go into a convent and live there. Then I could walk out in a black dress and velvet cap!" cried Katenka. Has it ever befallen you, my readers, to become suddenly aware that your |
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