The Wandering Jew — Volume 03 by Eugène Sue
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forbade their being subjected to any humiliating servitude, though I have
endeavored to make their situation easy and agreeable. They do not serve me, but render me service--I pay them, but I am obliged to them--nice distinctions that your highness will not understand, I know. Instead of seeing them badly or ungracefully dressed, I have given them clothes that suit their charming faces well, because I like whatever is young and fair. Whether I dress myself one way or the other, concerns only my looking-glass. I go out alone, because I like to follow my fancy. I do not go to mass--but, if I had still a mother, I would explain to her my devotions, and she would kiss me none the less tenderly. It is true, that I have raised a pagan altar to youth and beauty, because I adore God in all that He has made fair and good, noble and grand--because, morn and evening, my heart repeats the fervent and sincere prayer: 'Thanks, my Creator! thanks!'--Your highness says that M. Baleinier has often found me in my solitude, a prey to a strange excitement: yes, it is true; for it is then that, escaping in thought from all that renders the present odious and painful to me, I find refuge in the future--it is then that magical horizons spread far before me--it is then that such splendid visions appear to me, as make me feel myself rapt in a sublime and heavenly ecstasy, as if I no longer appertained to earth!" As Adrienne pronounced these last words with enthusiasm, her countenance appeared transfigured, so resplendent did it become. In that moment, she had lost sight of all that surrounded her. "It is then," she resumed, with spirit soaring higher and higher, "that I breathe a pure air, reviving and free--yes, free--above all, free--and so salubrious, so grateful to the soul!--Yes, instead of seeing my sisters painfully submit to a selfish, humiliating, brutal dominion, which entails upon them the seductive vices of slavery, the graceful fraud, the |
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