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Under Two Flags by Ouida
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It was not pleasant: a cynical, savage, world-disgusted Timon derives on
the whole a good amount of satisfaction from his break-down in the fine
philippics against his contemporaries that it is certain to afford, and
the magnificent grievances with which it furnishes him; but when life is
very pleasant to a man, and the world very fond of him; when existence
is perfectly smooth,--bar that single pressure of money,--and is an
incessantly changing kaleidoscope of London seasons, Paris winters,
ducal houses in the hunting months, dinners at the Pall Mall Clubs,
dinners at the Star and Garter, dinners irreproachable everywhere;
cottage for Ascot week, yachting with the R. V. Y. Club, Derby handicaps
at Hornsey, pretty chorus-singers set up in Bijou villas, dashing
rosieres taken over to Baden, warm corners in Belvoir, Savernake, and
Longeat battues, and all the rest of the general programme, with no
drawback to it, except the duties at the Palace, the heat of a review,
or the extravagance of a pampered lionne--then to be pulled up in that
easy, swinging gallop for sheer want of a golden shoe, as one may say,
is abominably bitter, and requires far more philosophy to endure than
Timon would ever manage to master. It is a bore, an unmitigated bore;
a harsh, hateful, unrelieved martyrdom that the world does not see, and
that the world would not pity if it did.

"Never mind! Things will come right. Forest King never failed me yet; he
is as full of running as a Derby winner, and he'll go over the yawners
like a bird," thought Cecil, who never confronted his troubles with
more than sixty seconds' thought, and who was of that light, impassible,
half-levity, half-languor of temperament that both throws off worry
easily and shirks it persistently. "Sufficient for the day," etc., was
the essence of his creed; and if he had enough to lay a fiver at night
on the rubber, he was quite able to forget for the time that he wanted
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