The Lights and Shadows of Real Life by T. S. (Timothy Shay) Arthur
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"I will forgive you this time, on one condition," the brother said,
in a tone of rebuke, and with a grave expression of countenance. "What is that?" asked Alice. "On condition that you never again, directly or indirectly, allude to this subject. It is not in your province to do so. A sister should not look out for her brother's faults." A sudden gush of tears followed this cold, half-angry repulse; and then the maiden turned slowly away and left the room. John Barclay's anger towards his only sister, who had no one, as she had feelingly said, in the wide world to look up to and love, but him, subsided the moment he saw how deeply his rebuke had wounded her. But he could not speak to her, nor recall his words--for the subject she had introduced was one so painful and mortifying, that he could not bear an allusion to it. From long indulgence, the habit of drinking had become confirmed in the young man to such a degree that he had almost ceased to resist an inclination that was gaining a dangerous power over him. And yet there was in his mind an abiding resolution one day to break away from this habit. He did not intend to become a drunkard. Oh, no! The condition of a drunkard was too low and degrading. He could never sink to that! After awhile, he intended to "swear off," as he called it, and be done with the seductive poison altogether; but he had not yet been able to bring so good a resolution into present activity. This being his state of mind--conscious of danger, and yet unwilling to fly from that danger, he could not bear any allusion to the |
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