Rosy by Mrs. Molesworth
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the other little girl more than them."
"And do you think that?" said Beata, anxiously. A feeling like a cold chill seemed to have touched her heart. She had never before thought of such things--loving somebody else "better," not being "the favourite," and so on. Could it all be true, and could it, _worst_ of all, be true that her coming might be the cause of trouble and vexation to other people--at least to Rosy? She had come so full of love and gratitude, so ready to like everybody; she had said so many times to her mother, "I'm _sure_ I'll be happy. I'll write and tell you how happy I am," swallowing bravely the grief of leaving her mother, and trying to cheer her at the parting by telling her this--it seemed very hard and strange to little Beata to be told that _anybody_ could think she could be the cause of unhappiness to any one. "Do _you_ think that?" she repeated. Rosy looked at her, and something in the little eager face gave her what she would have called a "sorry" feeling. But mixed with this was a sense of importance--she liked to think that she was very good for not feeling what she said "some little girls" would have felt. "No," she said, rather patronisingly, "I don't think I do. I only said _some_ little girls would. No, I think I shall like you, if only you don't make a fuss about how good you are, and set them all against me. I settled before you came that I wouldn't mind if you were pretty or very clever. And you're not pretty, and I daresay you're not very clever. So I won't mind, if you don't make everybody praise you up for being so _good_." Beata's eyes filled with tears. |
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