Erema — My Father's Sin by R. D. (Richard Doddridge) Blackmore
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took his hands, and tried to rub the palms, and did whatever I could
think of. "Oh, father, father, you have starved yourself, and given every thing to me! What a brute I was to let you do it! But I did not know; I never knew! Please God to take me also!" He could not manage to answer this, even if he understood it; but he firmly lifted his arm again, and tried to make me follow it. "What does it matter? Oh, never mind, never mind such, a wretch as I am! Father, only try to tell me what I ought to do for you." "My child! my child!" were his only words; and he kept on saying, "My child! my child!" as if he liked the sound of it. At what time of the night my father died I knew not then or afterward. It may have been before the moon came over the snowy mountains, or it may not have been till the worn-out stars in vain repelled the daybreak. All I know is that I ever strove to keep more near to him through the night, to cherish his failing warmth, and quicken the slow, laborious, harassed breath. From time to time he tried to pray to God for me and for himself; but every time his mind began to wander and to slip away, as if through want of practice. For the chills of many wretched years had deadened and benumbed his faith. He knew me, now and then, betwixt the conflict and the stupor; for more than once he muttered feebly, and as if from out a dream, "Time for Erema to go on her way. Go on your way, and save your life; save your life, Erema." |
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