Cecilia; Or, Memoirs of an Heiress — Volume 3 by Fanny Burney
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"Again," cried he, with a look at once stern and disappointed, "again thou failest me? what wanton trifling! why shouldst thou thus elate a worn-out mind, only to make it feel its lingering credulity? or why, teaching me to think I had found an angel, so unkindly undeceive me?" "Indeed," said Cecilia, much affected by this reproof, "if you knew how heavy a loss I had personally suffered--" "I do know it," cried he, "and I grieved for thee when I heard it. Thou hast lost a faithful old friend, a loss which with every setting sun thou mayst mourn, for the rising sun will never repair it! but was that a reason for shunning the duties of humanity? was the sight of death a motive for neglecting the claims of benevolence? ought it not rather to have hastened your fulfilling them? and should not your own suffering experience of the brevity of life, have taught you the vanity of all things but preparing for its end?" "Perhaps so, but my grief at that time made me think only of myself." "And of what else dost thou think now?" "Most probably of the same person still!" said she, half smiling, "but yet believe me, I have real business to transact." "Frivolous, unmeaning, ever-ready excuses! what business is so important as the relief of a fellow-creature?" "I shall not, I hope, there," answered she, with alacrity, "be backward; but at least for this morning I must beg to make you my |
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