The Caxtons — Volume 15 by Baron Edward Bulwer Lytton Lytton
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"Oh, pardon, pardon! Wretch, lost wretch though I be, I bow my head to
the curse. Let it fall,--but on me, and on me only; not on your own heart too." Fanny burst into tears, sobbing out, "Forgive him, as I do." Roland did not heed her. "He thinks that the heart was not shattered before the curse could come," he said, in a voice so weak as to be scarcely audible. Then, raising his eyes to heaven, his lips moved as if he prayed inly. Pausing, he stretched his hands over his son's head, and averting his face, said, "I revoke the curse. Pray to thy God for pardon." Perhaps not daring to trust himself further, he then made a violent effort and hurried from the room. We followed silently. When we gained the end of the passage, the door of the room we had left closed with a sullen jar. As the sound smote on my ear, with it came so terrible a sense of the solitude upon which that door had closed, so keen and quick an apprehension of some fearful impulse, suggested by passions so fierce to a condition so forlorn, that instinctively I stopped, and then hurried back to the chamber. The lock of the door having been previously forced, there was no barrier to oppose my entrance. I advanced, and beheld a spectacle of such agony as can only be conceived by those who have looked on the grief which takes no fortitude from reason, no consolation from conscience,--the grief which tells us what would be the earth were man abandoned to his passions, and the Chance of the atheist |
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