Married by August Strindberg
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and the symphony in F major as if she had written them herself. And
forthwith she began to patronise musicians. Six months after her father's death, the post of a lady-in-waiting was offered to her. She accepted it. The rolling of drums and military salutes recommenced, and Helena gradually lost her sympathy with subalterns. But the mind is as inconstant as fortune, and fresh experiences again brought about a change of her views. She discovered one day, and the day was not long in coming, that she was nothing but a servant. She was sitting in the Park with the Duchess. The Duchess was crocheting. "I consider those blue stockings perfectly idiotic," said the Duchess. Helena turned pale; she stared at her mistress. "I don't," she replied. "I didn't ask your opinion," replied the Duchess, letting her ball of wool roll into the dust. Helena's knees trembled; her future, her position passed away before her eyes like a flash of lightning. She went to pick up the wool. It seemed to her that her back was breaking as she stooped, and her cheeks flamed when the Duchess took the ball without a word of thanks. "You are not angry?" asked the Duchess, staring impertinently at her victim. |
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