Louisa Pallant by Henry James
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and don't like the trouble of changing. Votre siege est fait. But you'll
HAVE to change--if you've any generosity!" Her eyes shone in the summer dusk and the beauty of her youth came back to her. "Is this a part of the reparation, of the expiation?" I demanded. "I don't see what you ever did to Archie." "It's enough that he belongs to you. But it isn't for you I do it--it's for myself," she strangely went on. "Doubtless you've your own reasons--which I can't penetrate. But can't you sacrifice something else? Must you sacrifice your only child?" "My only child's my punishment, my only child's my stigma!" she cried in her exaltation. "It seems to me rather that you're hers." "Hers? What does SHE know of such things?--what can she ever feel? She's cased in steel; she has a heart of marble. It's true--it's true," said Louisa Pallant. "She appals me!" I laid my hand on my poor friend's; I uttered, with the intention of checking and soothing her, the first incoherent words that came into my head and I drew her toward a bench a few steps away. She dropped upon it; I placed myself near her and besought her to consider well what she said. She owed me nothing and I wished no one injured, no one denounced or exposed for my sake. "For your sake? Oh I'm not thinking of you!" she answered; and indeed |
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