Between Friends by Robert W. (Robert William) Chambers
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page 13 of 77 (16%)
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"Really. And do you find my movements comic?"
She was a trifle scared, now, but she laughed her breathless, youthful laugh: "You are really very dramatic--a perfect story-book man. But, you know, sometimes they are funny when the author doesn't intend them to be. . . . Please don't be angry." Why the impudence of a model should have irritated him he was at a loss to understand--unless there lurked under that impudence a trace of unflattering truth. As he sat looking at her, all at once, and in an unexpected flash of selfillumination, he realized that habit had made of him an actor; that for a while--a long while--a space of time he could not at the moment conveniently compute--he had been playing a role merely because he had become accustomed to it. Disaster had cast him for a part. For a long while he had been that part. Now he was still playing it from sheer force of habit. His tragedy had really become only the shadow of a memory. Already he had emerged from that shadow into the everyday outer world. But he had forgotten that he still wore a somber makeup and costume which in the sunshine might appear grotesque. No wonder the world thought him funny. Glancing up from a perplexed and chagrined meditation he caught her eye--and found it penitent, troubled, and anxious. |
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