Tales and Novels — Volume 07 by Maria Edgeworth
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"Oh, sir, he is dead, and we can't help it," interrupted Buckhurst. "And as
for me, I never had, and never shall have, any application: so pray put the bar out of your mind." "Very cavalier, indeed!--but I will make you serious at once, Buckhurst. You have nothing to expect from my death--I have not a farthing to leave you--my place, you know, is only for life--your mother's fortune is all in annuity, and two girls to be provided for--and to live as we must live--up to and beyond my income--shall have nothing to leave. Though you are my eldest son, you see it is in vain to look to my death--so into the church you must go, or be a beggar--and get a living or starve. Now I have done," concluded the commissioner, quitting his son; "and I leave you to think of what has been said." Buckhurst thought and thought; but still his interest and his conscience were at variance, and he could not bring himself either to be virtuous or vicious enough to comply with his father's wishes. He could not decide to go into the church merely from interested motives--from that his conscience revolted; he could not determine to make himself fit to do credit to the sacred profession--against this his habits and his love of pleasure revolted. He went to his brother John, to try what could be done with him. Latin and Greek were insuperable objections with John; besides, though he had a dull imagination in general, John's fancy had been smitten with one bright idea of an epaulette, from which no considerations, fraternal, political, moral, or religious, could distract his attention.--His genius, he said, was for the army, and into the army he would go.--So to his genius, Buckhurst, in despair, was obliged to leave him.--The commissioner neglected not to push the claim which he had on Colonel Hauton, and he chose his time so well, when proper people were by, and when the colonel did not wish to have the squire, and the horse-whip, and the duel, brought |
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