The Incomplete Amorist by E. (Edith) Nesbit
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cloak on his arm.
Yes, Miss Lizzie was in her room--had a headache. He sent up her breakfast, arranging the food himself, and calling back the maid because the tray lacked marmalade. Then he poured out his own tea, and sat stirring it till it was cold. She was in her room, waiting for him to send for her. He must send for her. He must speak to her. But what could he say? What was there to say that would not be a cruelty? What was there to ask that would not be a challenge to her to lie, as the serpent had lied? "I am glad I struck him," the Reverend Cecil told himself again and again; "_that_ brought it home to him. He was quite cowed. He could do nothing but bow and cringe away. Yes, I am glad." But the girl? The serpent had asked him to be gentle with her--had dared to ask him. He could think of no way gentle enough for dealing with this crisis. The habit of prayer caught him. He prayed for guidance. Then quite suddenly he saw what to do. "That will be best," he said; "she will feel that less." He rang and ordered the fly from the Peal of Bells, went to his room to change his old coat for a better one, since appearances must be kept up, even if the heart be breaking. His thin hair was disordered, and his tie, he noticed, was oddly crumpled, as though strange hands |
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