His Hour by Elinor Glyn
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would be difficult to make you understand about that. In the old days
of the serfs, it was all very well. One could be a good landlord and father to them all, but now----" Then he got up restlessly and paced the room. "Now there are so many questions. If one would think it would drive one mad, but I am a soldier, Madame, so I do not permit myself to speculate at all." "Things are not then as you would wish?" she asked. "As I would wish--no, not as I would wish--but as I told you, I do not mix myself up with them. I only obey the Emperor and shall to the end of my life." Tamara saw she had stirred too deep waters. His face wore a look of profound melancholy. She had never felt so drawn toward him. She let her eyes take in the picture he made. There was something very noble about his brow and the set of his head. Who could tell what thoughts were working in his brain. Presently he got up again and knelt by her side--his movements had the grace and agility of a cat. He took her hand and kissed it. "Madame, please don't make me think," he said. "The question is too great for one man to help. I do not go with the Liberals or any of the revolt. Indeed I am far on the other side. Good to this country should all have come in a different, finer way, and now it must work out its own salvation as best it may. For me, my only duty is to my master. Nothing else could count." His eyes which looked into hers seemed great sombre pools of unrest and pain. She did not take away her hand and he kissed it again. |
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