Blackwood's Edinburgh Magazine — Volume 53, No. 327, January, 1843 by Various
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doubt--and yet the doubt returned upon me. If I had not heard his voice
in the coach, such a suspicion would have been impossible. _Now_, any thing seemed possible--nothing was too extraordinary to happen. Well, it was little that the minister requested me to do. I had but to demand an investigation into the man's affairs. It was easily done, and without any cost or sacrifice of principle. But why could not the minister demand the same himself? "It would be unseemly," he asserted. Well, it might be--why had he not selected an elder member of the Church? Because, as he had often told me, there was none so dear to him. This was plain and reasonable, and all this passed through my brain with the rapidity of thought in an instant of time. "You may command me, sir," I said at length. "No, Caleb, I will not _command_ you. To serve your friend would have been, I deemed, a labour of love. I did not _command_ you, and I now retract the trifling request which I find I was too bold to make." "Do not talk so to me, Mr Clayton, I entreat you. I am disturbed and unwell to-day. Your illness has unsettled me. Pray command me. Speak to me as is your wont--with the same kindliness and warmth--you know I am bound to you. Let me serve you in any way you please." "We will speak of it some other time. Let us change the subject now. There are twenty men who will be eager to comply with the wishes of their minister. An intimation will suffice." "But why, sir," I returned--"why should others be privileged to do your bidding, and I denied? Forgive my apparent coldness, and give me my instructions." |
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