The Indian Lily and Other Stories by Hermann Sudermann
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"So you are going away?" she asked tensely.
The word had escaped him, he scarcely knew how. Now that he had uttered it, however, he saw very clearly that nothing better remained for him to do than to carry the casual thought into action.... Here he passed a fruitless, enervating life, slothful, restless and humiliating; at home there awaited him light, useful work, dreamless sleep, and the tonic sense of being the master. All that, in other days, held him in Berlin, namely, this modest, clever, flexible woman had almost passed from his life. Steady neglect had done its work. If he went now, scarcely the smallest gap would be torn into the fabric of his life. Or did it only seem so? Was she more deeply rooted in his heart than he had ever confessed even to himself? They were both silent. She stood very near him and sought to read the answer to her question in his eyes. A kind of anxious joy appeared upon her slightly worn features. "I'm needed at home," he said at last. "It is high time for me. If you desire I'll look after your affairs too." "Mine? Where?" "Well, I thought we were neighbours there--more than here. Or have you forgotten the estate?" "Let us leave aside the matter of being neighbours," she answered, "and I don't suppose that I have much voice in the management of the |
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