The House of Dust; a symphony by Conrad Potter Aiken
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Rain-worn snow, dappling the hideous grass . . .
And someone walking alone; and someone saying That all must end, for the time had come to go . . . ' These were the phrases . . . but behind, beneath them A greater shadow moved: and in this shadow I stood and guessed . . . Was it the blue-eyed lady? The one who always danced in golden slippers-- And had I danced with her,--upon this music? Or was it further back--the unplumbed twilight Of childhood?--No--much recenter than that. You know, without my telling you, how sometimes A word or name eludes you, and you seek it Through running ghosts of shadow,--leaping at it, Lying in wait for it to spring upon it, Spreading faint snares for it of sense or sound: Until, of a sudden, as if in a phantom forest, You hear it, see it flash among the branches, And scarcely knowing how, suddenly have it-- Well, it was so I followed down this music, Glimpsing a face in darkness, hearing a cry, Remembering days forgotten, moods exhausted, Corners in sunlight, puddles reflecting stars--; Until, of a sudden, and least of all suspected, The thing resolved itself: and I remembered An April afternoon, eight years ago-- Or was it nine?--no matter--call it nine-- A room in which the last of sunlight faded; A vase of violets, fragrance in white curtains; And, she who played the same thing later, playing. |
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