The House of Dust; a symphony by Conrad Potter Aiken
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She played this tune. And in the middle of it Abruptly broke it off, letting her hands Fall in her lap. She sat there so a moment, With shoulders drooped, then lifted up a rose, One great white rose, wide opened like a lotos, And pressed it to her cheek, and closed her eyes. 'You know--we've got to end this--Miriam loves you . . . If she should ever know, or even guess it,-- What would she do?--Listen!--I'm not absurd . . . I'm sure of it. If you had eyes, for women-- To understand them--which you've never had-- You'd know it too . . . ' So went this colloquy, Half humorous, with undertones of pathos, Half grave, half flippant . . . while her fingers, softly, Felt for this tune, played it and let it fall, Now note by singing note, now chord by chord, Repeating phrases with a kind of pleasure . . . Was it symbolic of the woman's weakness That she could neither break it--nor conclude? It paused . . . and wandered . . . paused again; while she, Perplexed and tired, half told me I must go,-- Half asked me if I thought I ought to go . . . Well, April passed with many other evenings, Evenings like this, with later suns and warmer, With violets always there, and fragrant curtains . . . And she was right: and Miriam found it out . . . And after that, when eight deep years had passed-- |
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